第一次..

第一次..

长这么大了。。

第一次被针对。。
第一次被讨厌。。
第一次面对政治手段。。
第一次发现我最信任的人都戴上面具。。
第一次被激怒。。

突然，好茫然。。觉得好恐怖。。
在看着这篇布落格的你！你可以觉得我很假。。
因为。。我真的累了。。我不想再管了。。
活在别人的看法下做人，我很累了。。
我只想做回我自己！
开心面对每一个人。。
如果你们依然觉得我想靠关系，那随你！
但我还是会笑着面对你们，因为我大方！

是你们，一次又一次把我的热诚给扑灭了。。
是你们，让我学会戴上面具。。
但，这面具我戴不下。。
我记得有一位学长说过：“我长得不帅，但我不需要戴面具做人。”

中六，的确让我学了很多。。
也让我第一次想要对身边的每一个人做起防备。。
我不怪你们。。反而要谢谢你们。。
让我成长，帮我妈妈教孩子。。
谢谢你们！！
也谢谢关心我的朋友，我不会因为这一点小事而崩溃。
如果会的话，我还会叫秉瑞吗？？

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1. How old were you when you had your first relationship?
erm..if i said u all sure laugh at me..the answer is..haven got^^

2. Are you taken/single?
of cause,^^ i am still a single a lonely guy always sit at the corner wait ppl haha jkjk

3. Do you like anyone right now?
yea...i love her...

4. Ever had your heartbroken?
no^0^

5. Miss anyone right now?
yup...of cause lo..too love she..^0^

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
erm...duno i very blur de sorry..^^haha

7. Last person to text you?
same answer i very blur de haha

8. Last person you saw?
my mum...before i on the pc i at downstairs ,she ask me to eat but i say later...^^

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
ya...i said to mum say no i eat later....^^ u eat first ba.^9^

10. Who is top in your top friends?
how tze,pjing,vivian,kai ling n shu ping maybe still got others but almost is girl...^^

11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
my top top frens =DD
only True frens wounld't betray u =)

12. Who do you love most?
she..^^

13. Ever been in love?
not sure

14. Who has hurt you the most?
my result

15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
yea..

16. Are you happy?
ya sometimes..^^

17. How many good friends do you have?
Good frens? its too much to count

18. Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
erm...seriously ya! =.=

19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
yup...im sorry =x i really dont mean it i just dowan to make things worse..!

20. Have you ever cheated on?
definitely YES...and i've cheated for thousands of times

21. Ever been told someone loved you?
no..^^

22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
ya....because i love la..^^

23. What is your idea of true love?
do not hide any secrets behind of him/her...be honest and trustable =)

24. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i dont know...

25. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Lol...things should be like this isn't it? i dun think that ba..see la if really feel to each other then can ler..^^ just say to the ppl i love you much..enough not scare..^^

finally had just cancel...

woohoo....!! finally the stupid thing had just been cancel...shiok ah..feel so free now..haha haiz free is free la...love hang out with friend d me ..plan to go watch movie name call up is a 3D cartoon very cute le the baby inside the movie....haiz...but i nowadays is already bankrap...i found that my purse is become thin and thin..isn't u on diet?? oh my god i love your size big big..is good for me..hahaha.. quite cold this joke haha...haiz because holiday le no income at all..haiz one week break really make me become a crazy...always busy this thing worry about this thing haiz..pek cek ah..^^ who can help me..haiz....???


i was so happy because the stupid function for HARI KEMERDEKAAN de already dibatalkan when see thise message and news become ..straight my mouth become shape like boat haha and got one pair so sweet n deep d hole beside my mouth haha hope u know what i say haha...^^

finally the holiday is around us..^0^

woo....!! our holiday already reach.haha..feel so exited cause can hang out with friend if can..^^ aduh!! during this holiday i feel so bored le...haiz everyday juv only can online to chat..haiz..chat is chat also quite boring..haha..hey the farmine 30 is finish. haiz i so "huai nian " even that i din go for this year de..haiz but i can saw in tv wao all the ppl is so high..maybe this year really is fun last two three year i go de not fun at all...haiz...

is time to go tuition le..so pek cek morning still need go tuition probably is in house see newspaper de haiz now still need go till behind bukit kuda school there to tuition far far away from my house haiz..sometime really feel so sad cause my parents treat me till so good but my result keep so bad haiz...i also no need to worry my family that want earn some money to family...no need..i juv busy in my akademik but..why huh i juv one thing that i need to handle it but i still do it good...haiz... last week the BI tuition juv teach us IDIOM one of the idiom call "BUT ME NO BUT" but why when i study the result come out is bad i still can say but this but that....haiz....always find reason to cover my mind....means bluff myself . this maybe is a very stupid thing in you all who see my blog de friend think that this is a stupid...but i can tell you all that quite use haha..but just can use in others not in studies...but very stupid de me using in my akademik haiz...^^

i at here wish you all have a good holiday!! ^0^ love you all>_< (thanks you all always support me...ya!! you....^^)

feel regret...

hmmm..i feel so regret cause i wan go to the famine 30.. haiz...even that i been go many time lerr but now got many friend are going haiz...i think they sure play till very high...and so playful de vivian lim them sure play till high haha....haiz..ping rui ah ping rui why last year you can make it the choice why this year cant...like all my brain is nothing straight reject my friend..haiz sorry to everyone i am sure next year i will go to famine 30..i sue to everyone who see my blog...my fans haha joke la..haiz..i really wan go le cause this time many my close friend also going and they thought i am going too..i think i make them disappoint ..hmmm sad ...so i only can at here wish u all who going this famine 30 de girls and guys GOOD LUCK....^^




GAMBATEH .....I AT HOUSE HELP U ALL TO PRAY ...NO LA, I WILL KEEP SMS U..YA YOU..^0^ TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN AT THERE..^0^ VIVIAN LIM IS YOU CAUSE U IS USING DIGI
HAHA.....OK LA..HAIZ HOPE U GUYS N GIRL PLAY UNTIL VERY HAPPY LAH..^^

nothing to do..

today i feel so moody ...haiz want go to the stupid and hot de place......and now still serious in h1n1 the goverment still need us to go there sit under the hot n shiny sun..oh my god...shit man....cant there use some brain n din have knowledge meh ....postpone la the hari kemerdekaan haha what shit i talking haha.....

actually today is stay back school to have a group study

haiz..today really so tired play whole afternoon when during revision keep laughing haha
we...pjing,vivian lim,jun hao,how tze,shu ping and ker ching and kai ling we like to high le haha
play this n tat play badminton la play magic la play many la n chat some ham sap de la
haha
many la hahahha..so happy during whole afternoon even that we are under a hot n shiny sun...but we still very funny and playfull...so today is to study de..become a play time..haha
to day is the afternoon make me sohappy.......wont forget u all during this afternoon...love u all who accompany with me this afternoon...^^ and thx vivian lim n jun hao teach me math..thanks very muchi..haha..^9^